Monday, July 07, 2008

Common test its over its rather a disaster for me. somehow i didnt bother to study im not intrested at all. some results are back i flunk my math, but lucky there is a retest for it hopefulli i will pass. well done for analogue electronics i got a below fail actually i got 0/100 but the lecturer gave me sympathy mark so i got 1/100. too power rite?

I seriously not intrested in going school wat drag me to sch everyday was for that stupid attendance. I find going to sch is a burden, go to sch also never learn anything. i rather stay at home slp and do my own stuff. I have been thinking of many different ways of skipping lesson, some seems to work and of cos some dun.

Taking the bus to school just now make me do some self reflection. after getting to the new journey my happiness level is all the way down. everything have changed, im no longer that crappy that i used to be. wat i learn this 13 weeks is = zero. I think of it wats the point of going to sch, its just a waste of time. Moreover, i simply just hate this course. everything is abt that damn bloody electric circuit. I wonder should I change course. most pple advised me to change to a course that im intrested in. I also want but will be wasting 1 more yr again wats the different with retaining if like that retake o lvl better at least i can go to a course I like. My mother disagree in it, wat she always think is get into any course and move my ass into poly, then from there try to love the course. well, no one can be blame i chose this f route myself. i just need some help but i cant find any.... hopeless