Xmas wish

Nothing much still slacking and rotting at home. Hit the pool last week and only manage to do 10 laps. After which im like damn tired. i wanna double the distance and speed maybe by end of this year. I also dunno train for what just damn sian nothing to do at home. Its been a long time since i ran, the last run was like last month in Indo and i remember i was like super exhausted after the run and it was like only 2km. need to train on stamina, long time never excercise bones are cracking. think must start training abit to keep in shape or else everyday eat and sleep confirm die...
Xmas are around the corner and its going to be end of 2007. Finally its going to be over, a year of struggle and a year of hardship. Hope next year will be a better year i want to move on with life, i dun wanna get stuck here forever kind of a failure in life My xmas wish is priceless, no matter how much money you have you wont be able to buy it. If this wish is fufilled it will be the best present i ever get...