VEXED

If you can only do one thing, what is the last thing you want to do in your life?
English was screw up, spend too much time writing the proposal and in the end have not enough time writing the compo... damn fcuk up lar!!! i know what to write is not i dunno...

Recently, i feeling down i just dunno what is strong with my mind. Its EXAM and my brain doesn't seem to be responding well. I just cant study, WHAT THE HELL MY BRAIN IS THINKING???!!! i feeling damn stress and sometimes i just feel like crying. nothing seems to go inside my brain WHY IZZIT LIKE THAT??? i want to study buy why izzit not responding????
Thanks wc for yesterday, after talking to you i feel a bit better.

Why cant you be like 'him'??? If you were 'him' i will be damn glad, but unfortunately that wont happend unless there is miracle. I wish i wish and i think hard.
Words out there are getting contradicting, sometime i just dunno who to trust... i think trusting myself will be a better choice. Lots of things change, it wont be like last time... hoping one will know how i feel...

It is all because of "you" who let me think so much. I just wished that "you" dun exist in this world and i wont become like that. "you" are the cause of it. dun"you" think so???

OFF to force myself to study...