prelims

2 more papers to end of prelim. i'm already in a relax mood. All the prelim papers weren't easy at all, esp chem thats for sure a killer paper. I just cant wait till see my prelim result although i know i wont do well due to my laziness. I sometime seriously hate myself, i am just way too lazy. I really deserved to be scolded. No paper today= no school, but went back to sch to clear my doubts since physics its the nxt paper I really learn alot today. Really a study marathon today, started studying at 10 till 1.30 then 2.30 till 8.Its a nice time studying with Bessie and Liling today at starbucks, and of cos we did crap alot...haha...I heard from mr kong a good news today, i PASS math pp1!!!haha... got 40 plus, damn happy but not satisfied. happy because it is way better than mid yr which i only got 12 that time, i really made improvement. not satisfied because i dun think thats my best and i believe i can do better. for sure that will be lots of carelessness. i really hope that i will pass paper2, the last 5 qns will determine a pass or fail in overall. pls.... let me pass. i'm desperate for a pass. i also know that there is lots of silence killer in my cls who is studying secretly and scored quite good for pp1. I gonna study doubly hard to get back to race before i am left behind in the race. I am here to chase up!!! I regretted sleeping during lesson time, some things taught during lesson time came out in prelim but then i was sleeping and i did not know what did the teacher teach. thats seriously a RETRIBUTION for me, it can be solved in a shorter way and i solved it in a longer method wasted my time for other qns. I promise i wont slp during lesson again when sch starts, i better do that or else there will be RETRIBUTION!!! This also means that i need more COFFEE!!! I think i'm overstress this 2 weeks, i have been waking up in the middle of the night and been dreaming of me having exam or in sch. Once i woke up it just hard for me to sleep back. I'm having sleepless night.

Knowing her for years, i just dun understand why she need to so selfish. Together with Ms Bias they just play a good role together. I seriously hating her to the core including Ms Bias. Why is this type of people still exist in this world??? I thought weak pupils need more help but then why is those pupil who are damn strong in that still get hints and weak pupils dun get hints? You can bootlick Ms Bias for sch exam but surely not for o lvl, unless u are going to fly to cambridge to seduce the marker!!! Seeing you having that book just make me feel like whacking you up, but i wont be stupid to do it now probably next yr when i got my result and testimonial then i do that, i'm not that stupid afterall...

I felt better without you...