Holidays are numbered, judgement day are nearing and i really need to get alive. Living in the dreamland for months and i was awoken by a sentence that was said to me a week ago. I need to set my piorities right. What is important? what is unimportant? what is important and urgent? what is unimportant but urgent? Have been fooling around for quite sometime, now its really time to think of what i want.
I still regretting of the thing that happened months ago, but another side of me thinks that no point regretting. What is done is done! Since it was a wrong journey, but currently there is nothing i can do but to join in the race and catch up with others. Hoping that i will reach the finishing line in time with others. Tried 2 times and finally managed to enter the race, but it was a wrong one.
Judgement day is in days time, seriously i am having great fears to it. When you do your paper somehow you can judge whether its a pass or fail. Confidence level low so somehow results will be also low.
O levels might be a U-turn for me but this U-turn is super costly. 1 yr of school fees + o level fees + 1 year of my life. It will be a U-turn if i get A1? a bit impossible but nothing is impossible so just do it!
Finally i found what I want and what is important to me. changing for a better life!
ADIOS