Unwell

went home during recess today, wasnt feeling well dunno whats wrong having stomach ache and i'm super duper tired its like i never sleep for days. My voice is back but i seem to be having soar throat, flu and cough now. Have finish all the medication but i'm not fully recovered. My virus seems to be spreading around to people in my class....haha... i didnt did it on purpose.

7 more days to mid yr!! i'm super stress now everything is happening at a same time, i really cant cope. Last yr wasnt so busy as this yr. D&t is really stressing me up i have a long way to go. My maths seems to be going down to the drain there goes my A1 f*ck lar, i'm forgetting everything. wat the freaking problem with my brain. As for science i'm doing my best but i'm still sucky in chem dunno wat the hell the teacher talking abt. With all these stress piling up i'm really sick and tired of school i cant take it anymore. I feel so stupid and unmotivated!!! Did i make a correct choice of going back to sch and study. I want to do well but the motivation isnt there at all sometime i really hate myself . why am i like this everything is like repeating itself, history is gonna repeat itself again. I SUX!