Saturday, November 04, 2006

Insomnia

2 days more to math paper 1 & ss... this will mark the start of the o level! Studying for 5 years, just to wait for this moment... i dun think i'm well prepared and i start to regret but whats the point regretting? By regretting time cannot be rewind or time can't stop... I just chiong all the way and shall see next yr whether my effort did pay off well.
Suffering from insomnia, cant get to sleep at night and i start to loose weight. I am damn stress up and i can feel the pressure, monday will be the big paper... I have to die die pass math not just a pass actually i need a B3 badly, without math i can say bye bye to poly, all doors will be close. I dun think i'm ready for math, i still feel that i have doubts here and there why cant i perfect it?????As for the other subject i did study also but again i am spotting question so i need not to study all. By spotting question it is very risky, if the question don't come out and thats it say HI! to ftp nxt yr again.
Starting to loose confident, i am very worried that what if i have to repeat next year again? I will be left in FTP alone and be a loner, i dun want to be left behind!!!perhaps that will be mine RETRIBUTION!

I cant forget you.
You seems to be always in my mind.
I cant imagine if you are not there for me.


From the moment i met you i just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And i knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart
cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why i'm by your side, and that's why i love you
Every day that i'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And i've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me
cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why i'm by your side, and that's why i love you