what is going on???

There is something wrong with me, telling to myself to study hard its only for 2 months then after that will be freedom but then WHERE IS MY ACTION???? i just feel like slapping myself, lefting with 7days to prelim and i'm still like that. what the hell is wrong with me? i feel that i'm lacking of something but what is the something??? arghhh!!! i really hope someone can just scold and talk some sense into me to wake me up. i am feeling damn vex and stress. soon i'm going to have retribution, without any action done nothing is going to work. i guess have to learn my lesson by a hard way...

I feel rather pissed off by someone, i know i dun get angry easily but i have my limits ok.dun push ur luck too far I can be a clown to entertain "you" sometimes but not always. what do u think am i to you? put urself in my shoe will you like it or not if someone treat you like that??? dun make me flare up ok or else that will be the end of us.

About a month ago, someone came to ask me this question. dun i feel "out"? at that point of time i told him/her back NO, acutally i do feel but i'm just afraid that the matter will become a big matter so i did not tell the truth. To that him/her if you still remember that question you ask and you happens to see this, please keep that a secret to urself not that i dun want to tell u the truth at that point of time, i just dun wanna let the situation worsen. i know you are trying to help me but i have my difficult situation too. hope u understand.