Reflection

Holidays damn bored, stoning at home the whole day...recalling the past... i have changed alot since april, no longer the grace that i was after getting sth... i have knew it earlier, but sometime just dun bother... cooling myself dwn and doing some reflection, think that i need not have to that...i'm sure pple around me hated me for my changes in attitude.. i'm really sorrie, i didn't knew what i'm doing till i do some self reflection... i didn't did it on purpose... i'm sorrie for those pple that i have hurt... give me time, i'm finding back my real self... truthfully regretted...i didn't mean to hurt u all for what i have done...i be back my real self after sometime... thinking all those silly things i have done, its not worth it, i did not gain anything in the end but loosing out far ahead... neglected my frenz and studies, hopefully i can make it for 5N, i swear once i pass i will really study hard... after changing,i started to slack all the way, not studying, sleeping in cls. i wasn't in that state b4 till i had "it"... no longer myself...