???

I asked myself again, why did that happened?

the only thing in my mind

I told myself for this 1 year 2 month, just put extra effort and extra time in studies and that will be the end. im gonna end it with a happy ending.
IM GONNA DO IT!

season ended

IVP ended on friday.

we performed better on 2nd match against ntu as compared to 1st match.

3rd match against ite was a walkover.

last match with sim was another failure i guess.

my knee decided to malfunction before the day of ntu match during training.

my speed already slow enough with that i run like tortoise and i seriously hate it.

FML damn leg you are so screwed.

started the tournament like shit and we didnt manage to end it on a better note.

but its ok, we gonna train hard and be back strong on field when pol-ite comes. watch us!

ALL THE WAY BLAZE!

touch touch touch

last sat had friendlies with nus (not their main team). damn freaking sun thanks to it i got sunburnt and it started to peel now pain ttm. nice game and i think we won...

ivp had started on monday, 1st match was against sp.
shan't elaborate, a fuck up match.
im sorry to let the team down.

2nd match which is later against ntu
gonna ruck hard
make sure i dun repeat the same stupid mistake
WE WILL DO IT, LETS WIN LATER BLAZE!

training getting physical, run timing from 20 min increased to 25 min.
IVP coming
my body starts to feel tired

MIND OVER BODY did the job, i survived in training!

The words that you have once told me have never been forgotten

End of 2009, Start of 2010

In 2009, I....

1. got my driving license (finally)
2. got into a new sports which is TOUCH RUGBY
3. ran 2 10km run, shape run and new balance real run
4. became tanner (people mistaken me as a malay)
5. tummy getting rounder
6. eating like a monster
7. having big fat thunder thighs
8. injured my stupid leg till now still haven recover
9. improved my stamina but still sucky
10. went tokyo, oaska, krabi, phuket
11. gpa increase by a little bit ( smaller than my skin tissue)


In 2010, I want....

1. to be more tone up ( no flabby muscle)
2. tanner
3. ABS
4. stamina
5. speed
6. unlimited money
7. a car ( bigger ones so to fit ruggers in)
8. gpa big increase 3.8 will do im not greedy haha
9. go hokkaido and more place
10. DSLR camera
11. try half marathon
12. find HIM

On a Saturday blazing hot morning

months

vivien and me ( jolene behind extra hahaha)

For the pass months im done with common test. had a friendly game with sajc. a short 5D 4N trip to krabi, phuket (photos will be up soon, camera still living in krabi).
having holidays but ending soon...

oh ya after MIA for months, met the sisters on boxing day for christmas dinner at bistro amigo. so nice to see them! thanks ham's mum for the dinner. the 1st thing ham's mum ask was how's life? where is R? LOL. talking abt R, someone broke his leg and instead of sightseeing at korea he went to visit the hospital. recover soon huh see ya in sch.
ham im waiting for ur car to fetch us out...

oldies to now

spider webs everywhere so decided update.


Class chalet months back was a blast at aloha loyang! mahjong xbox poker from morning till morning. simply enjoy that moment! love it ttm! upcoming chalet should be 4 days 3 nights, ALVIN! is ur turn to organise. looking forward for next...




on the other side, school also have started its already week 5. which also means i have been slacking for 5 weeks. modules is like damn dry boring man! lecturers are wierdos not fun at all.
lucky that i have a crazy class who create jokes out of no where. from poking fun at each other to other class to lecturers. choosing specialisation soon but still no idea what to choose. i seriously need some self-discpline to attend all lesson and start studying before its too late again. common test like just around the corner im gonna be so dead!


rugby is still part of my life. fitness training on thurs sometime really make me pant like hell, my abs is still not forming all i can see is a lump of fats. a sense of satisfaction is what i have every thursday! nyp training on wed is ok learning more moves, having more game play. blacks training is always so stressful from the 1st time i train with them till now, but somehow stress is the thing that make me move on. some moves really make me go HUH?????. other then my high dropping ball rate, im still alive in trug.
something wrong with my leg, its 5 weeks since i injured it, i cant bend it backwards or fully straighten it. its freaking damn irritating, i just wonder when isit going to heal????




people come and go, zy is back from fyp in suzhou like finalli. babe gonna fly to beijing for fyp damn soon. last fri went out with the rest of the juniors for a small farwell for babe. dinner at popeye, yes i know its fattening but is too nice to resist it! afterwhich cam whore and head to marina sq for swensens' earthquake. super shiok but it ended up super disgusting. picture are at facebook see for urself why isit so disgusting. oh ya the topic of the night was my toe! thanks to babe she started all these, damn rubbish lar. babe, im gonna miss your laughter when you are gone!





so this is babe...



and lastly me and my buddy Eugenia or maybe Eugene???hahha




time check 3.33am i wasted so much of my slping time... till then chaoz!

freedom ending

entered the last week of holiday so sian
holiday end so fast
school time like taking years to end
gonna be super pack when school reopen
fitness training on tue and thurs
so touch rugby will be on tue wed thurs sat
i really want to improve
time managment really needed
super impt sem
choosing specialisation soon
till then.....


TRAINING & CHALET IN HOURS TIME...

nebo carnival

nebo in the morning at sji, stupid sun hot till can die free flow one.
we are the only all junior team i guess.
9 player 3 sub. how nice
total 5 matches
after 1st match im like half dead
the way we play is atrocious
luckily eunice were there to guide us
we get better after each match
but still lost
never mind we will burn them till they die next time.

Bucks Tourney 4

played 3 matches again.
nyp matches was total speechless
we gotta improve alot.
4th matches against Margs & Mojitos
forget the score
but we definetly we won.


Train Hard...

holidays numbered

2 more weeks and sch gonna start. SIANSATION!
those boring lecturers and long hours of schooling is coming back
praying hard for a 4 days week with no night lesson.
gonna spend this 2 week usefully
this week gonna be packed
more time spending on rugby

mon- xiao long bao buffet
tue- Angel's house watch video
wed- training
thurs- friendlies with sp
fri- idk maybe training
sat- bucks tourney
sun- nebo

mon-idk
tue-idk
wed- training & chalet
thurs- chalet
fri - chalet & maybe training
sat-bucks tourney but its a public holiday
sun- idk

class chalet next week im so looking forward for it, haven seen my classmate for about 2 months.
gonna be a blast since my class getting loaded hahaha.
i really need to pack my table and make space for new books to come.
wonder wats my new timetable like?????

Bucks Tourney 3

played 3 matches today.
3rd matches was against our 1st match oppenent again, Bucks Magaritas.
this time was better
we won 6-1... wohooo happy only.
i didnt score a try and i dun think i contributed anything either.
never mind 3rd match only still got like 7 weeks to go.
i guess i will improve as it goes on.
not i guess is i will and i must.

on a happier side my ball dropping rate is decreasing.
shall train harder....

Haikel's Birthday

celebrated haikel's 19th birthday at ham's house. indeed a simple and nice dinner i guess thats what he wanted. bought cake and someone wanted mango dunno who so troublesome as usual lar, use to it can liao. played rock band, i simply suck at it. ok till then.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIKEL!




oh forget to mention 2 additional members to our sisterhood family, vanny and germaine.... finally got more girls lor...





fatty buay tahan you lei, why you so white in the pic????? HAHHAHAHA

Bucks Tourney 2

sun blazing afternoon.
2nd match against UWCSEA
we won! 6-0
i didnt drop ball this match,
Angel scored a try, wohoooo hahahhaa.
need to improve,
comunicate talk more talk more...


jumping on the trampoline is fun!
you get high and tired the more you jump
everyone went simply crazy
gonna get chance to jump on it every sat
like small kid only hahahhaa

RESULTS!

worrying are not needed, tossed and turned the previous night. sleepless night.
It came out this morning at 8am, my heart skipped a beat when i was opening the webby.
turned out better than expected, wohoooo!!!! my gpa increased but not a lot, ok better than nothing. damn those 2 D+ simply ruined it.
well, im happy with it but not satisfied i can do way more better than that.

COME ON GPA INCREASE MORE NEXT SEM!!!!

year 2 sem 1 bye! saying a big hello to year 2 sem 2!

GoodBye Patrick!
GoodBye Chee Chien!
GoodBye Ramiah
GoodBye Kuanko!
GoodBye Lim CC!
GoodBye Mui Sing!
Goodbye Wayne!
GoodBye Leong KJ!
GoodBye Alan Sim!

and goodbye i dunno who else....

Bucks Tourney 1

After much training bucks tourney have started.
1st match was against Bucks Magaritas.
Draw 0-0.
feeling nervous and damn i dropped the ball.
hopefulli will get better as matches goes by.
playing rugby in the muddy feel is so awesome.
i love being muddy!

unlike the past

headed to city hall to meet them before training, saw dna & qimm at tpy mrt. oh ya dna leaving tomolo to thailand, shall see her again in 3 months time. miss ya! bye!

yest training was ok not that tiring as usual, started 3 sets of sprinting, loop, split and game play. finally there is sub for game play wohooo. lots of funny and classic things happened. did 30 push up, 10 for my stupid mistake didnt re-aline and score the try and 20 as a team for dunno what mistake lar.
after laughing at people who get injured and now my thumb hurts the ball just flew and tip over my thumb and my foots start to hurts when i run again... really my karma sia better stop laughing at those people.
during game play i fell on my butt while back 5, audrey saw and she started laughing at me and the the nxt moment while she was on defend she falled too. KARMA SIA!
3 days of training from now on i guess, theres training tomolo wohoooo!!!

headed back to ftp supposingly for dinner lar but i only came like 10pm+ after training so tapao mac in. talk cok slack and zy went home. me rachel jas chat halfway damn quiet all KO, out of sudden jas crazy shouted then damn energetic. me and rachel went to walk around see the juniors play game, the nxt moment we went back jas already in deep slp.
1am+ went out with mr poon and rachel to tabao mac. came back and realise not enough, those junior are seriously big eater. then the juniors called for mac delivery.
hunted for place to slp, wanted to slp on the chair but life halfway quite uncomfortable so grab a sleeping bag and slept on the floor till 7am woke up, eat breakfast headed home and continue my beauty sleepy.

I realise as years goes by i cannot ton like what i did in the past, example sleep only like 2 hrs 1 day for consecutive 8 days. really old liao 1 night of slping and waking up at wierd hours already drained my energy.