Flashback

YIT on saturday was a disaster for me, wanted to win so badly till i was totally off form and sprained my ankle twice. my worst match ever. killed the chance of the team scoring tries. I really dont know what on earth was i doing. with last match fighting for 5th with NP, match ended up in sudden death. seeing the opponent run thru us and the ball touch the try line, my heart sank. yet again we lose.
looking at other team capt and took a look at myself, i dont even have half of their ability.
Im sorry team, i disappointed all of you.

third run

Sundown last saturday was my third 10km run. a word to describe the run is AWESOME! its been a long time i have this feeling. much better timing this time round, clocking in at 1hour 11min. shaving off 9 min from my last run. doing those fitness helps i guess. the first 2km was super hyper, after which energy started draining off. reaching the 5km mark abs started to feel damn wrong. staring at the sky of changi coast road watching plane fly across my head, i just feel like chasing those plane. crossing the finishing line was the best feeling, feeling that sense of achievement all tiredness was worth while. BEST RUN WITH BEST RUNNING MATES!

Filling our stomach at xinwang cafe after run, oh just make me feel that my run was wasted again. but who cares at least i did burnt some fats before loading it. nice night spend.

im already looking forward to next run, 7.5km cancer run. why is running so addictive? im loving it!


meph, eunice, sam, me ( spot my ugly tan lines)

so many things just happened
its like unlimited
getting this done
yet another come in
perhaps that's life
im not born to please everyone
the best i can do is just comprimise
i don't owe you a living
i start to hate this shit
all i can do is
hoping for the better
counting down the days
i just want to be normal

NYP & RP T.RUGGERS AT HOLLAND.V


Hmmmm where shld i get started frm??? ok frm my passion


done with sp junior touch, had friendly match with tjc, xlb outing, club crawl and ya of cos the on off on off training. learning abit here and there from others, but im still as sucky as ever like never seems to improve. having my down days in touch, dun feel motivated to go for trg at all and even having thoughts of quitting. well but i still have passion in this sport.
someone motivated me and asked me to hang on there.
juniors coming in on wed so training shld be damn slack.



school wise, A1 is done with their chalet which is ultra fun TTM! love them lots lar! school starts we are now seperated into our different specialisation. which make me feel damn sad that my classmate are all seperated, some are alone. im considered lucky having 4 classmate with me and few of others frm nxt class that i know. 1st week of school is down, im feeling bored and pressured the things are no longer the same. lecturer no longer spoon feed u. to best desribe it, the feeling is worst than doing fitness training. well, nothing comes easy its just 1 year and i will get my ass out of here. HANG ON GRACE!

and so after super long time finally went cycling on thurs with babe, eunice and julia. 6 hours of power pack cycling. from mac to lagoon to jetty to big splash to changi village. AWESOME! crazily at changi coast rd we started chasing aeroplane, thinking that we could cycle faster than the plane. journey back to ecp was hell, ass hurts like kanna mass fuck as quoted from babe haha... nice time spend with them having lots of fun!

sp junior touch in hours time, shall blog again later...


quoted from haikel's fb:
~ Victory is won not in miles but in inches. Win a little now, hold your ground, and later, win a little more. ~ Are you willing to die the extra inch for your teammates ?
yeah i do!

results are out quite sucky but gpa increased again wohoooo!!! HAPPY SHIT! 3 B+ 1 B and the rest are crap. 2 more sem to go, FYP gonna be the major one 22 credit. if gotten a A for that i can happy go fly kite hahha. went for ben and jerry's free cone day to make myself satisfied since im craving for ice cream.

gymed on wed before trg . trg was quite ok except for the beginning. 5 sets of suicides which almost killed me, I HATE FITNESS! did usual stuff loop switch 2v1 3v2, love the smell of the grass. i cant stop laughing over those blogshop models pose, somehow thru out the whole training they were posing those failed posed. i ended training with a epic moment! total embarassment!

dinner at pan pacific's Zambuca on a thurs night. love the place the ambience. followed by a movie How to train your dragon at illuma. thanks for everything, and i think my driving skill is better. you and ur techno songs. guess wont be seeing u around so soon. you take care =D

3 more weeks to school reopen and of cos to the bidding farewell of the stupid triangle plate!

MIA

im done with exams, back from camp and New Zealand. and irritating results is coming out in hours time. anticipating yet scared. year 3 here i come!
touch trng resume but instead of wed is sat now. rad wasnt there her fren albert took over. did ball handling as only 6 peeps appear. pathetic huh? hopefulli more come nxt week im itchy for game. audrey went back to touch like finally after months of mia. so nice to see my teamates once again, looking forward to sat trng.
skills rusty time to sharpen and i need to stop dropping balls. lots of new frens made for the past few weeks, funny and wonderful bunch. they motivated me along...

???

I asked myself again, why did that happened?

the only thing in my mind

I told myself for this 1 year 2 month, just put extra effort and extra time in studies and that will be the end. im gonna end it with a happy ending.
IM GONNA DO IT!

season ended

IVP ended on friday.

we performed better on 2nd match against ntu as compared to 1st match.

3rd match against ite was a walkover.

last match with sim was another failure i guess.

my knee decided to malfunction before the day of ntu match during training.

my speed already slow enough with that i run like tortoise and i seriously hate it.

FML damn leg you are so screwed.

started the tournament like shit and we didnt manage to end it on a better note.

but its ok, we gonna train hard and be back strong on field when pol-ite comes. watch us!

ALL THE WAY BLAZE!

touch touch touch

last sat had friendlies with nus (not their main team). damn freaking sun thanks to it i got sunburnt and it started to peel now pain ttm. nice game and i think we won...

ivp had started on monday, 1st match was against sp.
shan't elaborate, a fuck up match.
im sorry to let the team down.

2nd match which is later against ntu
gonna ruck hard
make sure i dun repeat the same stupid mistake
WE WILL DO IT, LETS WIN LATER BLAZE!

training getting physical, run timing from 20 min increased to 25 min.
IVP coming
my body starts to feel tired

MIND OVER BODY did the job, i survived in training!

The words that you have once told me have never been forgotten

End of 2009, Start of 2010

In 2009, I....

1. got my driving license (finally)
2. got into a new sports which is TOUCH RUGBY
3. ran 2 10km run, shape run and new balance real run
4. became tanner (people mistaken me as a malay)
5. tummy getting rounder
6. eating like a monster
7. having big fat thunder thighs
8. injured my stupid leg till now still haven recover
9. improved my stamina but still sucky
10. went tokyo, oaska, krabi, phuket
11. gpa increase by a little bit ( smaller than my skin tissue)


In 2010, I want....

1. to be more tone up ( no flabby muscle)
2. tanner
3. ABS
4. stamina
5. speed
6. unlimited money
7. a car ( bigger ones so to fit ruggers in)
8. gpa big increase 3.8 will do im not greedy haha
9. go hokkaido and more place
10. DSLR camera
11. try half marathon
12. find HIM

On a Saturday blazing hot morning

months

vivien and me ( jolene behind extra hahaha)

For the pass months im done with common test. had a friendly game with sajc. a short 5D 4N trip to krabi, phuket (photos will be up soon, camera still living in krabi).
having holidays but ending soon...

oh ya after MIA for months, met the sisters on boxing day for christmas dinner at bistro amigo. so nice to see them! thanks ham's mum for the dinner. the 1st thing ham's mum ask was how's life? where is R? LOL. talking abt R, someone broke his leg and instead of sightseeing at korea he went to visit the hospital. recover soon huh see ya in sch.
ham im waiting for ur car to fetch us out...

oldies to now

spider webs everywhere so decided update.


Class chalet months back was a blast at aloha loyang! mahjong xbox poker from morning till morning. simply enjoy that moment! love it ttm! upcoming chalet should be 4 days 3 nights, ALVIN! is ur turn to organise. looking forward for next...




on the other side, school also have started its already week 5. which also means i have been slacking for 5 weeks. modules is like damn dry boring man! lecturers are wierdos not fun at all.
lucky that i have a crazy class who create jokes out of no where. from poking fun at each other to other class to lecturers. choosing specialisation soon but still no idea what to choose. i seriously need some self-discpline to attend all lesson and start studying before its too late again. common test like just around the corner im gonna be so dead!


rugby is still part of my life. fitness training on thurs sometime really make me pant like hell, my abs is still not forming all i can see is a lump of fats. a sense of satisfaction is what i have every thursday! nyp training on wed is ok learning more moves, having more game play. blacks training is always so stressful from the 1st time i train with them till now, but somehow stress is the thing that make me move on. some moves really make me go HUH?????. other then my high dropping ball rate, im still alive in trug.
something wrong with my leg, its 5 weeks since i injured it, i cant bend it backwards or fully straighten it. its freaking damn irritating, i just wonder when isit going to heal????




people come and go, zy is back from fyp in suzhou like finalli. babe gonna fly to beijing for fyp damn soon. last fri went out with the rest of the juniors for a small farwell for babe. dinner at popeye, yes i know its fattening but is too nice to resist it! afterwhich cam whore and head to marina sq for swensens' earthquake. super shiok but it ended up super disgusting. picture are at facebook see for urself why isit so disgusting. oh ya the topic of the night was my toe! thanks to babe she started all these, damn rubbish lar. babe, im gonna miss your laughter when you are gone!





so this is babe...



and lastly me and my buddy Eugenia or maybe Eugene???hahha




time check 3.33am i wasted so much of my slping time... till then chaoz!

freedom ending

entered the last week of holiday so sian
holiday end so fast
school time like taking years to end
gonna be super pack when school reopen
fitness training on tue and thurs
so touch rugby will be on tue wed thurs sat
i really want to improve
time managment really needed
super impt sem
choosing specialisation soon
till then.....


TRAINING & CHALET IN HOURS TIME...

nebo carnival

nebo in the morning at sji, stupid sun hot till can die free flow one.
we are the only all junior team i guess.
9 player 3 sub. how nice
total 5 matches
after 1st match im like half dead
the way we play is atrocious
luckily eunice were there to guide us
we get better after each match
but still lost
never mind we will burn them till they die next time.

Bucks Tourney 4

played 3 matches again.
nyp matches was total speechless
we gotta improve alot.
4th matches against Margs & Mojitos
forget the score
but we definetly we won.


Train Hard...